Re-tracing Steps…

Re-tracing Steps
Finding the way back to me
Feeling lost and alone
Sadness overwhelming
Where to? Into the past
Distorted images
Not knowing good from bad
learning what is normal
Learning what is Love
Discovering the outer reaches
Reconciling the failing from within

Who can be sure
Why we came to this place
Filled with Hope and Joy
Falling quickly from Grace
Unruly and unhinged
Making our way through life
Disputing evil within
Grasping on to the Goodness
Reaching for the wine
Soothing the doubts
Aspiring to perfection
Knowing our failings
Holding on

Empathy so effortless
Absent in others
Objectifying is the currency
Suiting the dispassionate
All is not lost
Arms length
Far away
Displeasure and pain disbanded
Soothing indifference
Gentle energy
Rising through the spirit
All is not lost
The path unclear
It’s there

Embrace the Love
Faltering is normal
Push into the abyss
Love will catch you
Arms surround you
Lifting you free of past
Removing shackles
Ebbing through the shit
Nestling within
The goddess of cuddles
Vibrancy and Love
Embrace the difference
Forgiving the Past
Releasing the pain
Creating the new being
Finding the way back to me


About R Congues

Funny enough, this blog has become the expression of my hopes, dreams, love and experiences. It came about because of the situation I discovered I was in, and I am delighted to see it grow and heal into something different: I am a parent of two children, one who has experienced severe anxiety that became disabling in all aspects of their life. I am a teacher of Maths, Science and Religious Education with a Masters in Special Needs Education; I am a qualified Reiki master, with a love of art and creative experience. I am not a professional in the fields of psychology or medicine. (If you are interested in these perspectives there are many internet sites to use.) I am simply expressing my experience in my own unique way.
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2 Responses to Re-tracing Steps…

  1. asthaguptaa says:

    enjoyed reading..

    Liked by 1 person

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