Sealing the fate of this life

Sitting alone in the quietness of the room
Breathing with shallowness, anxiety looms
Who am I? Where do I go? What is my role?
What am I doing here, trapped in this waiting zone.

The moment unbroken, stretches on as the sunsets shadow,
Tears of energy roll down into nothingness
Succumbing to the ebb, head hangs down lower
Past the point of no return, bending like a flower.

Echoes of a past filled with laughter and joy
Projections of a future, pure fantasy employed
Bridging the gap into these times is the present
Elastic over stretched, no bounce, no return

Resilience is the key, but overeating is the default
Energy seems limited and catastrophe the revolt
How do you circumvent and transfer such intensity?
Deliver the black dog back into it’s entity?

The old woman stands at the end of her life
She beckons you, step forward,to see there is more yet to come
This moment of truth lays bare, all that could be
You have strength yet untapped, trust your own being

Rise to the challenge with courage and tact
Gently and kindly treat yourself with respect
The difficulties you face are played out again and again in your head
There is no escape or return, better to lay them out dead

Look not for excuses, quick fixes or help
You have all you need within, trust your first step.
Write of your pain and suffering to release
Then work towards your recovery with honesty and faith.

The world is reducing the tyranny that once ruled,
Exposed and degraded they will lose all that they sought
The upheaval will re-envisage the world made of Love
Perfectly placed are we now to convert the bad to the good

Vomit the evil from your life that you once consumed,
Surround yourself with goodness and no longer self abuse,
The old beckons you to stick to your path
The light shines so brightly upon her welcoming hearth

Simple is the way to keep true to who you are,
Clear your mind of thought simply be, you simply are,
The scars that tattoo your spirit are fading and healing,
Sit beside the violet flames of the universal sealing.


About R Congues

Funny enough, this blog has become the expression of my hopes, dreams, love and experiences. It came about because of the situation I discovered I was in, and I am delighted to see it grow and heal into something different: I am a parent of two children, one who has experienced severe anxiety that became disabling in all aspects of their life. I am a teacher of Maths, Science and Religious Education with a Masters in Special Needs Education; I am a qualified Reiki master, with a love of art and creative experience. I am not a professional in the fields of psychology or medicine. (If you are interested in these perspectives there are many internet sites to use.) I am simply expressing my experience in my own unique way.
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