Lifting her face, eyes closed, suns embrace
Red light spots in the dark, awakening her heart
Hope flitters into a spark, warmth radiates out
She nurtures and feeds the fire that starts

Inching forward so quietly, not making a sound,
Listening to each word she herself speaks
Reflecting on the tone and meaning, reviewing reactions
Sun calms the beating and spreads the anxiousness

Water dapples brightly, shimmering in the energy
Sand coarse and hard, softly slips beneath her feet
Birds call to each other, the greatness of simply living
Clouds gather, yet the sun radiates through

Inwardly fighting to keep her head from imploding
Lifting her eyes, encouraging herself to keep moving
Sore from the strain that she carries without thinking
Suns warm embrace stops the thoughts from spinning

Under the veil of motherly Love,
She has vacated herself, she is long gone
Witnesses attest that she did all that she could
Sacrifice and Gifting her essence for Love

The end has not come for with work and with pride
She discovered there is more and her feeling crept back inside
Her heart fluttered fiercely, not for others but her own worth
She knelt and gave thanks and began to return

With a newly energised self, she harnessed the spring
She planted new dreams and felt ready to begin
She wrote of her passions that had once dwindled and died
And opened herself to the chance of really feeling alive

Where the story leads and how it turns out
Is irrelevant to the courage that it took to turn it about
She radiates determination and still cares consciously
Mother Earth and her live truly harmoniously.


About R Congues

Funny enough, this blog has become the expression of my hopes, dreams, love and experiences. It came about because of the situation I discovered I was in, and I am delighted to see it grow and heal into something different: I am a parent of two children, one who has experienced severe anxiety that became disabling in all aspects of their life. I am a teacher of Maths, Science and Religious Education with a Masters in Special Needs Education; I am a qualified Reiki master, with a love of art and creative experience. I am not a professional in the fields of psychology or medicine. (If you are interested in these perspectives there are many internet sites to use.) I am simply expressing my experience in my own unique way.
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