Category Archives: Depression

Tower of my construction 

When I am with you,  I am supported and loved When you are absent, the floor falls out. It’s not that I am reliant on you to meet my needs It’s just that when you are here I feel completely … Continue reading

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Guilt Creeps In…

Celebrating your life, The milestones finally reached, The depth of commitment, The forward planning and dreams, All I see is the Freedom, Getting my life back, Returning to my choices, Recapturing my youth, Embracing romance, Sleeping in till noon. Guilt … Continue reading

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Sunshine

Lifting her face, eyes closed, suns embrace Red light spots in the dark, awakening her heart Hope flitters into a spark, warmth radiates out She nurtures and feeds the fire that starts Inching forward so quietly, not making a sound, … Continue reading

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Disappearing Teenagers

Caught in a web of living and existing, where the pace of it all is beyond measure, Struggling to learn, to hone and to discover, losing the battle with no pleasure. The pain of connecting creates such rigid animosity within, … Continue reading

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Sealing the fate of this life

Sitting alone in the quietness of the room Breathing with shallowness, anxiety looms Who am I? Where do I go? What is my role? What am I doing here, trapped in this waiting zone. The moment unbroken, stretches on as … Continue reading

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Beginning again

Upon her pillow she lies in wait, Ever elusive, intangible and late. The mattress supports the stillness within She moves not an inch, she cannot begin. Eyes that are closed, chemicals pounding, She despises her weakness, she succumbs to her … Continue reading

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Unleashing the Monster

Unleashing the monster who feeds on her soul, She walks and she talks with no purpose or hope. Despair ripens within her inner heart, Overflowing, oozing juices contaminating it all. Unforgiving and uncaring she still does what’s right, The only … Continue reading

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Waterfall

¬† Blue Radiant Sad Pouring Continuously pouring Background Shimmering Blue Overflowing Pooling below Swirling Misty rise Beauty Abounding life Continually falling Drumming beat Pounding Sadness Swallowing life Stagnant Waiting Overlooked Moving Radiant Sparkling Often mistook Shouting Heralding Beginning Emotional Journey … Continue reading

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Stardust

These words are not my own Nor are they the human condition They stem from the all consuming pain Of worry for the essence of living Caught in a vortex of energy There is no escape or survival The heart … Continue reading

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Looking through pane

The water washes down the pane Warping the view through my eyes; Insidious worms wrap their way around Stopping, building then running from view. Sadness seeping along the course of this life Twirling to a slow song of twisted romance; … Continue reading

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