Category Archives: Fear

Yellow light

The yellow light of the wanning day, Dimming the energy, for the moon to have the way, Yellow and bright, hidden in clouds from sight, Illuminating your worth and the glimmers of your dreams. Yellow light so courageous, filled with … Continue reading

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Spellcaster

Cast me a spell Transform my life Take away the pain Help me to fly Limit my self belief Keep me locked in a cage Looking ever inwards Fear is the game Planting new seeds Hope love and dancing Rainbows … Continue reading

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Tower of my construction 

When I am with you,  I am supported and loved When you are absent, the floor falls out. It’s not that I am reliant on you to meet my needs It’s just that when you are here I feel completely … Continue reading

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Self-Rejection

Self-Rejection  she remembered  guilty of causing her absence.  unconscious behaviour  human character flaw.  eyes boring into hers stared at her blurry face in the wet mirror.  unrecognized, poorly understood fact press the heels of my palms against my eyes,   … Continue reading

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Guilt Creeps In…

Celebrating your life, The milestones finally reached, The depth of commitment, The forward planning and dreams, All I see is the Freedom, Getting my life back, Returning to my choices, Recapturing my youth, Embracing romance, Sleeping in till noon. Guilt … Continue reading

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Understanding Ego

“The moment you become aware of the ego in you, it is strictly speaking no longer the ego, but just an old, conditioned mind-pattern. Ego implies unawareness. Awareness and ego cannot coexist.” Eckhart Tolle I have been reading a lot … Continue reading

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Disappearing Teenagers

Caught in a web of living and existing, where the pace of it all is beyond measure, Struggling to learn, to hone and to discover, losing the battle with no pleasure. The pain of connecting creates such rigid animosity within, … Continue reading

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Discerning her Truth

She wants so badly to belong to the song That her family sings, calling her home She takes a step renewed with Hope That there lies the Support the Love and Growth She dances right in, I am here, I … Continue reading

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Stardust

These words are not my own Nor are they the human condition They stem from the all consuming pain Of worry for the essence of living Caught in a vortex of energy There is no escape or survival The heart … Continue reading

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Depression

  Grief besets me, as I live in the dark, The future is hidden, I know not what will come. Watching my son experience depression, seems unreal, so unfair, He laughs and is happy, he studies with success,but it’s not … Continue reading

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